Bag of Demons

Call me T. My path is long and interesting. I am in love with a very special lady and she is J. This is about love and thoughts.
Feel free to ask me anything.

Sagen

I wish we were having her.
I will do everything for both of you.
I love you

Smashing Pumpkins

They are always here, always will.
Play them at my funeral

Fathers

Today I talked to my father for the first time.

I have talked with him before, but it was with the voice of two people in passing.
I told him more about you and my love. About my slipping into the darkness, about how I am not sure I am worth being loved. How I am not sure about anything anymore.

I want to give you everything
To be husband
To be father
To be your love

I want to give you everything
To be husband
To be father
To be your love

Goodnight to the world.

2012, You have been the worst year.

I am not good enough.

I am making calls and mends.

Everything is in order now.

I am done.

Last thoughts

I am sending one last letter to you.
This is not a slight or meant to be mean by any sort.
It is just thoughts.
I love you completely

Lost limbs

When you loose your soulmate.
You will forever feel incomplete.

Self destruction

The sound of the ocean is dead, it’s just the echo of the blood in my head.

Dreams

I don’t want these dreams to die.
I will wait for you.
I know that our love is real.
I will wait for you.

foevahisflakis:

foevahisflakis:

(Source: foevahisflakis)

My playlist

Here’s looking at you kid- The gaslight anthem

Learning how to smile- Everclear

She’s enough- Atmosphere

The nurse who loved me- A perfect circle

Joy- Against me

Bamboo Bones-Against me

Something I can never have- Nine Inch Nails

Broken People- Janes Addiction

Classic Girl- Janes Addiction

Zero-Sum- Nine Inch Nails

The only hope for me is you- My Chemical Romance

Memphis Kids- P.W. Long

Peeping Tom- Placebo

100 Suns -30 seconds to mars


I missed you tonight… 
I really, truly missed you…
I wish to spend every realistically possible moment with you, if ever such an event occurs where I can say you’re mine again.
Until then…
I missed you tonight…

I missed you tonight… 

I really, truly missed you…

I wish to spend every realistically possible moment with you, if ever such an event occurs where I can say you’re mine again.

Until then…

I missed you tonight…

(Source: bites2624)

A a day of travel and shopping,  thought of you